Resonate

I feel perfect right now.
Like I'm floating completely weightless.
Like I've stepped out of time completely.

I'm hungry, but I don't want to eat. I'm tired, but I don't need to sleep. I just feel like I don't really need anything.

For the first time, since I was very young, I feel normal in my own skin. It's like I'm meant to be the way I am right now forever. Just kind of suspended in a moment of time.

There's this daydream I have sometimes, when I'm sitting in the back of a car, on a long trip to where ever I am going. In the dream I just step out of the car, and when I do that I'm out of time, space, everything just... stops and it's just me there and everything else is insubstantial and intangible. That's really how I feel right now, like nothing in the world can affect me.

It's weird, because, even though I'm typing this right now, I don't really feel the keys under my fingers, or like I'm sitting in this chair, or like I'm even moving at all.

It's an odd yet calming feeling to have, to just be you and nothing else, if just for a few moments.

I miss everyone, I love everyone.